I Believe

Well, if Brooke Burke can go on OPRAH and talk about her "Bucket List", her list of things she wants for herself and they can come into reality, I need to get my list started.

I started visualizing the other day the good things that I want in my life. And in an effort to put myself out there, despite the fear that I might look like a food, I am going to write exactly what I want.

First of all, I want a life of fulfillment. In that life, I want a partner who is happy and healthy and brings that back to me. Then I want to pass it back to him, but with even more happiness. And I want him to then grow that happiness even further and pass it back to me again. And so on and so on. I want a healthy strong body - one that is inspired to move and dance, like I did when I was in college. I want to put thoughtful and delicious food in my mouth. I want to take the time to take care of myself and others.

I want to be a paid writer. I want to staff on a show in the next month. And I want to be employed through the next year and have an even better opportunity come to me right after that. I want to leave my current job for this new job and the next opportunity. I want to sell at least one show this year. I want to decrease my debt and increase my capacity to enjoy my life, more freely.

I want to make up inspired and fall asleep accomplished every day. I want to smile at my boyfriend and laugh hard. I want more silliness in my life. I want to enjoy my dogs more.

The job I want is writing for GLEE or MODERN FAMILY.

I want to keep writing. I want the commission I applied for from Interact. I want Ignition from Victory Gardens to do my play ON THE SUBJECT OF LILLA. And at the same time, I want it to be done at the Alliance in Atlanta.

An agent. I need an agent too. And a new car. And a cover story. It could be the cover of the Calendar Section of the LA TIMES. I wouldn't hate on that.

I want to remember that when you put something in the universe, the universe conspires to help you get it. It worked before.